Tuesday, July 28, 2009

For every good day I've had, it seems a few bad have followed...Lately it feels like everyone's feeling the need to be super critical of me...I can't seem to do anything right...and I'm ok with criticism..it makes me a better person...but the constant barage of it is wearing me down. Training is going well...I finally bought a bike and I love it!!! My weight is up and down but I feel like I'm looking different. My dad's birthday would've been Friday - he would've been 66. I really miss him.... My hubby's best friend is getting married on Sunday and we're going away on vacation Monday...can't wait! How is everyone else doing?

3 comments:

Heather said...

hey girlie...call me when you are back!

SeaShore said...

Have a good vacation!

ericadanya said...

just read this, always slow to read your blogs. I get the jealousy thing SO bad. I hope you feel proud, a lot of the time, as my weight loss plan is....NOT LOOKING AT THE SCALE! In fact i don't have a scale anymore. People tell me I look good so I try to go by that. But still I get HELLA jealous about skinny bitches, and people who are all the model family, and who have achieved great accomplishments. And then, with the losses you'e had...of course the sadness. I feel you girl. I just gotback from my vacation, where i spetn time with my UBER critical parents! I had 2 full days of it before we had to have a LONG talk about the non-benefits of their constant barrage of negative comments. GRRR! Makes me so angry at them, but also at me, for internalizing. We can't help that we are sennsitive. It is why we are such good social workers. Chin up sister. I really am amazed by your weight loss whenever I look at your ticker. You have been doing eveeryhing the right way and it seems like such a realistic plan that I wish I had the guts to not make excuses for not trying. xoxo i admire you.