Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Not keeping up my end of the bargain

I told myself that I was going to blog more this year than last year, I was going to lose weight, I was going to make an effort to look better....I have such drive and no follow through. I haven't blogged in six weeks....don't worry you haven't missed much. I've been working both jobs faithfully, working out faithfully and trying to deal with some family stuff. My grandma has been sick and my sister in law is quite pregnant. I've lost 13 pounds and am starting to change shape. I have got to constantly remind myself to not be disappointed with the results...I've only worked out six weeks. I am struggling eat right....zero willpower...and my goal is so different now. I want to be healthy and I want a baby....and both things seem so far out. And I feel so guilty spending time on myself, and my husband is giving me a hard time....and I know I could be so much more successful....I just need to keep my goals in sight...someone help me...l

4 comments:

Twix said...

Hey there! :D

cookie said...

hiya

just sutmbled aacross your blog, and im all the way over in England.

Just wanted to say chin up and all that.

Over 2 years i've shifted 120lbs or so. At times it is frustrating and things seem hard but keep at it and you'll get there. The willpower is half the battle.

MaryFran said...

You are doing great! 13 pounds is nothing to sneeze at!!!

I hear you about the eating.....that is really where my problem is at. I exercise, but my eating is out of control. But you know what.....don't set out to change the whole world at once......one step at a time. Pick ONE thing within your eating and change that...make that a habit and then attack the next one little thing. You'll make it there!


You can do this!

The Green Girl said...

Life happens to all of us. ::hugs::

I'm sorry to hear about your grandma but congratulations on your sister-in-law.

That's a bummer that your husband is giving you a hard time. What would he prefer for you to be doing when you're spending time on yourself?